Exist?

It would be so good, good if I could say that I have forgotten you, you were only one among many, thatnothing will so many of these differences.
In turn away so many times that a force pulls me and takes me back to you, or it brings you to me. Why isthis force exists, we no longer exist? . Why is that behind a big no, ah yes a little?
From these and many other questions, I got no answers, only more questions.
The only certainty I have left, did not you forgot: c